my Joel melted my heart tonight AGAIN...!!!! :)
after he said good night, he sent another email to me a little later and said, "I love you! :) I can never go to sleep without letting you know. Doesn't matter if you are in Japan or on the futon next to me, I will always say this!".
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! :) :) :) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
i am the happiest woman again!!! :) <3<3<3